Saw V’s blog post the other day…

If that’s really true…that might explain A LOT.  So should I take up kickboxing or something to get rid of it?

Anyway, I focused today on not tensing up my jaw.  Only problem is, when I tense my jaw, I have a better practice.  I was totally not connected to anything today – my jump throughs pretty much sucked and I felt incredibly bottom heavy.  I don’t feel as much of a bloated pig today as I’ve been feeling the past two weeks and I think it’s just because I’m moving through my cycle.

I have been noticing that I’ve been hyper sensitive lately and I don’t really think I like it.  For example, watching movies makes me feel kind of guilty, especially if there’s violence or lots of excessive bad language.  Like really, why am I watching this?  And then, this past weekend, some woman jumped out in front of the train near my house and committed suicide – thinking about it all afternoon made me totally in despair.  I talked to my friend at work and he was like, “That totally sucks, but don’t get all down about it.  People do stupid stuff all the time.”

I thought, “Why the hell am I so hyper sensitive??”

I woke up today and felt almost back to my normal self.  You would think I’d undergone some major experience lately with all the major fluctuation in emotions and such…nope, just stupid female hormones.

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