Yogini’s Quest

I have a minor complaint about my girlfriend (who lives next door), well, it’s actually her 9 year old son crying.
And when he’s crying, you’d think she’s chopping his fingers off.  It’s like bloody murder…and it’s probably exactly how I was at one time.  Somedays, especially when I’m in my silent zone, I want to charge [...]

I was a bit frazzled at work yesterday.  There’s a girl who works with us and handles our production and design.  The weekend we all worked through to get holiday out, she came down (she’s in LA) with her husband and helped pack.  Well, she was supposed to help.  She ended up talking, A LOT, about [...]

Are you kidding me?  These things are illegal in CA.
And here I started preparing recipes for when I do my big holiday bake-off and what would you know?!  These things are not allowed to be shipped to CA.  I had the perfect cookie and it would’ve looked gorgeous with those silver little balls on it!  [...]

You know, if you haven’t worn it in 6 mos, you probably won’t wear it – and don’t even get that awful idea that it just might come back into style.  Perhaps in ten years, but by then, you probably won’t fit into it anymore and/or you’ll be a lot older and shouldn’t be wearing [...]

Happy Thanksgiving (well, I guess it’s over now). 
I feel so thankful right now for both jobs.  I’m not trying to be cheesy either.  It’s nice to have the security and know that I really appreciate and enjoy working at both places.  I worked yesterday day at the restaurant and then spent the evening with family. I [...]

Is when it finally starts to sink in that you’ll never get what you want, patience evaporates and any remote interest is lost.
Of course, the same thing goes for when I get what I want, I more often than not, soon realize, it wasn’t really that big of a deal and I didn’t need it [...]

Watched Love Actually last night with my girlfriend. 
Since I can’t get the guy I want now, this guy will suffice in the meantime.

I’ve had the two most random dreams this past week and I can confidently say, one was a manifestation of fear and last night’s was definitely a manifestation of a desire.  If that desire ever comes to fruition, I’m confident hell will have frozen over.  Ahh, but that would be incredible.  Okay, maybe not in [...]

Practice today was pretty off.  I woke up this morning, after having a gut wrenching dream, angry and hurt.  Kind of silly because it was just a dream.   One of the adjusters commented, “Are you okay?  You don’t seem like yourself today?”  Then he gave me a bhekasana adjustment and said, “Aww what a cute [...]

There’s still a dark side of me.  Well, right now I have an urge to go out and party.  Although, I know I instantly will feel awful the next day.  I wonder if it would do me some good to go out and get crazy with irresponsible kids my age – perhaps it would remind myself [...]