Yogini’s Quest

Actually, that should be the word of my life.
Somehow, things managed to smooth over with the person I was “angry,” or rather hurt from, at the other day.  Apologies, hugs, and a tough discussion were an order.
I have been teaching so much lately.  Well, “so much” for me, especially since I end up doing most of the [...]

Matthew Sweeney workshop was very insightful.  He had us do a lot of work with our backbend on Friday, experimenting with dropping back using the wall.  Sweeney says, you shouldn’t drop back on your own (or without a wall), until you can reach back to the wall at about waist/hip level.  And only then should [...]

Is that it’s only gratifying if you get it instantly.
 
Why is it that I want instant gratification?  Seriously, when I make up my mind I want something I am completely devoid of all patience and logic.  For example, yesterday, I decided I was ready for a new look.  I’m having “alone” issues, seeing as I’m single again [...]

Everything happens for a reason. 
Although, I’m not sure why I can’t find an ounce of motivation right now.  I haven’t practiced since Thursday.  Yep, that’s right.  I was going to practice Friday mysore, but low and behold, M wanted to talk.  He felt bad and knew he made a mistake.  Needless to say, I was [...]

I bet I caught your attention with that title. 
Yesterday, was opening day at the racetrack.  In other words, it’s a time where every girl (or wanna be woman) who is into money and ugly guys (with money) emerges out of the woodwork in massive quantity.  Talk about fake titty central.  Oops, excuse my french.  Never [...]

I taught with the same format I taught yesterday.  Being that the class is my own class, I feel like I have a lot to prove.  I do my classes improv style   Today, I led through various hip openers and openers for the hip flexors.  I also did a ton of core work.  I try to incorporate some [...]

Well, believe it or not, M and I had a major heart to heart the other day.  We addressed some insecurity issues we are both working through.  We ended up divulging our deepest darkest problems.  Point being, we’re trying to work it out.  I KNOW, I KNOW.  Some of you are thinking, “WHAT THE HELL [...]

My wrist is feeling almost normal now…well, right now it feels normal, so I’m hoping to make it to led 1st series tomorrow.  Apparently, Tim is gone too so that should help empty out the crowds from the past few weeks.
Attachments are a funny thing.  Sure, things I’m attached to make me feel good, but [...]

My girlfriend Tara is moving this weekend with JMS.  Sadness.  She came over briefly last night after I dumped myself on my blog. I felt so secure last night though.  I was surrounded by some of my closest friends (Thanks Julie ).  Needless to say, I got wasted.  Three glasses of wine and a bottle [...]

What worries me a little is that I’m not angry because when I am, I’m driven to accomplish things. 
What a freaking rollercoaster of emotion! Talk about a drama queen – him, I mean.
Yes, that’s right, it happened, the tumultuous relationship with the first boyfriend has come to a end.  There was a lot I wasn’t [...]